Always Inside Presence

For more than 25 years I suffered through daily panic attacks, agoraphobia, depression, learning disabilities, addictions, and more, you get the gist.  This website describes the profound healing I experienced once learned to get out of my own way. There is an infinite intelligence, cosmic love and mystery available read more…

Origin of Nondual Philosophy

Nondual philosophy slowly migrated to the United States as the foundational teachings of many ancient Eastern spiritual practices for perceiving and experiencing a peaceful life. This fundamental foundation includes the teachings of Zen, Tao, Vedanta, and Sufism, along with the mystical Christian teachings of Jesus the Christ, St. John read more…

Big Fat Liar

It’s quite paradoxical to realize that softening and yielding the heart will dissolve what appears to be hard and resistant. Backing away from untruth is difficult for a mind struggling to hold tight to what it knows. These words are easier to say than to put into daily practice. read more…

Anxiety as Teacher?

Seems we all have stories of how best to deal with anxiety and fear arising in the body. Those of us held hostage by chronic panic and anxiety sensations usually have compassion for others experiencing this cocktail of chemicals and hormones racing through the body. For years I was read more…

Spiritual Encounter

I know the agony and despair of being held captive by incessant fearful thoughts streaming inside our heads. For more than 45 years I suffered through daily agoraphobia, panic attacks, depression, fears, addictions, and physical and emotional trauma. Much to my surprise, on an icy December night in 2011, read more…

Blocks to Awakening

Self Inquiry is simply questioning the nature of the belief I am a separate being, with a separate and personal awareness. I’ve listed the main areas of self inquiry that I practiced on the pathless since this is a frequently asked question. Exploring these topics with the intensity of read more…

Nonduality Feel Like…

What we really are is already present, here, now, as this aware presence, this impersonal consciousness. Of course, this is not what we imagine ourselves to be. We’ve never been separate and the you that you believe you are is actually impersonal consciousness appearing as the body you call read more…

Body, Brain, Mind

In this age of swift advancements in brain imaging and research, science is uncovering more of the simple functioning mechanisms of the brain/mind and body. Science is dancing on the edge of validating the impersonal nature of awareness that Jesus the Christ, the Buddha, and Lao Tsu appeared to point read more…

Describing the Indescribable

Attempting to describe the indescribable points directly to the challenge of using the mind to explore the mind.  I have seen my mind in action and it is like a runaway train of stories, opinions, observations, and a good measure of worthless trivia.  Having seen how the mind functions, read more…